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  • Listening to: elliot smith-because
  • Reading: reading 'reading' on dA
  • Drinking: teh kotak
hello guys,
i want to tell you all, that i wont update my account anymore. i am so sorry. but i am not going to erase my account to, just to inform that i won't no longer log in here.
if you want to tell me anything, please don't mind to email me on fjarkistan@yahoo.com
and here is my facebook account :)

thank you so much for what we had here, i will be missing my leisureness in deviantart.


love,
Putriani Mulyadi.
  • Listening to: Gorky's Zygotic Mynci
  • Reading: reading 'reading' on dA
  • Drinking: djarum black tea (drinking abis kan?)
Please click here to what you got from me, my mom, and my dad :)

except feli, you dont have to open it. ;)

Thank you all, everyone!




hug,
Uci.
  • Listening to: Sparklehorse
  • Reading: reading 'reading' on dA
  • Drinking: teh kotak
yesterday, i was going home from Singapore with Kupi. we choose a local plane, named Lion Air. Until yesterday, we never knew that this plane, THIS STUPID AIRPORT, is the most exasperating airport in the whole universe!
ok, im sorry.
Kupi left his bag on the cabin, we were really really forgot about that. and then, we tried to call the Lion Air, the lost and found section of the airport, the luggage section, everything! we tried to call everything, and nobody could help.
kupi even go there this morning, they told him to go to terminal 1B, to see the lost and found-yhings, or the luggage. in that ARROGANT terminal, they told kupi to go to terminal A, to ask a permission to come in. in terminal A, OH MY GOD, I SAID GOD!!!! the office is even not thereeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
THIS AIRPORT IS VERY ARROGANT, IS STUPID, AND DOESNT HAVE ANY RESPONSIBILITY OF PASSENGERS.

and you know what? this stupid dirty airport has FISCAL, and airport tax, for every flights. HOW PROUD AM I TO BE AN INDONESIAN, HUHUHUHUH????

you wanna go here, think about it, thousand times more. really.

so, kupi lost his camera, his chocolates (with a big amounts), and i lost my cellphone.
not really a big thing, but the responsibility and the threat of our airport is really disappointing.
i am sad to live in this pathetic country.
  • Listening to: at the drive in
  • Reading: reading 'reading' on dA
  • Eating: :orange: (nongol kage?)
for everybody, i am really sorry, but i am really not in the mood of taking a seat and going online. having some problems that i should fix.

if you have something to tell me, you knew my email address or just note. i am sorry, but later when everything is already fixed, i might be back. :)

thank you for your attention, wasting your time to read this is something i should appreciate, hehe.

i love you all. :hug:

uci.
  • Listening to: bb brunes
  • Reading: reading 'reading' on dA
  • Playing: my ears, itchy. ergh
stamatisdesiree gave me a link........ photoshopd.blogspot.com/

and, oh my mom! this is very funny, i laughed like hell, and i love that link. hahahahahahahahahahha
thats about some mistakes in photo manips, frontal mistake. please dont do that... hahahahahhahaha come on, check it out!

photoshopd.blogspot.com/http:/…

HEY! DONT SAY THANKS FOR THE FAV! -haha
  • Listening to: tilly and the wall-the freest man
  • Reading: reading 'reading' on dA
  • Playing: elementary kids killer, kill them!
  • Eating: elementary kids
  • Drinking: elementary kids' blood
im not in the mood of submitting anything,
then i have too much works to do,
so i wont be here for some weeks.

but when im online, sure i will chech your gallery back ;)

and as always: NO THANKS FOR THE FAV I GAVE YOU!
  • Listening to: too drunk to fuck-nouvelle vague
  • Reading: oh shit, yahoo messenger
  • Watching: polar express, how christmas it would be :|
ok then, Jesus thanks you for coming to this journal :D
and for you who believe in Jesus, i want to say merry christmas and early happy new year!

please see this if you havent received my email

some of you may received thif gif-file via email, but some of you havent received it because i dont know your email, so i submit it here as a christmas card :) hope you like it!
(actually i dont know can it be submitted or not, because all i ever submitted is just jpeg file :| )

would you be merry.... or be marry....? :D






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huffff....!!!!!!!!!
  • Listening to: easyworld's
  • Reading: papers
  • Watching: garbage
  • Playing: my pet on facebook
NO THANKS FOR THE FAV!!!!!!!!
  • Listening to: of montreal - requiem for o.m.m.2
  • Reading: terry barrett's criticizing art
  • Watching: dila (my daydreaming friend next to me)
  • Playing: doodle!
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: green tea?
i know there are several people come to my page to say thanks, and if now you just want to do it, DO NOT! please.. :tears:

do not thank me for anything!
it is just worth for you, ok?

and for all my friends, you are great! :hug:
you all understood (i think) and never say any thanks again :p

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i am sorry for my peevishness
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  • Listening to: deftones and halou
  • Reading: yahoo messeger =p
  • Watching: tv destroys your thought!
  • Playing: mouse.
  • Eating: ===
  • Drinking: saliva.
kypp kindly tagged me so I guess i've got to write a little something about myself. This should be interesting.

Here's how it works...

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/facts/dislikes about yourself" and people who get tagged must write in their journals about their 6 weird habits/facts/dislikes as well as state this rule clearly.

In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names..
Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" in their deviant page comments and tell them to read your journal.

Here goes:


1. habit - i like to searching some treasures inside my nose =D

2. dislike - i am impulsive.

3. habit - walking away by myself, hiding from people, sometimes it feels so harsh to my friends, but it feels so good at the same time =p

4. fact - hmm.. hmm.. hahaha.. i have.. hmm.. i have dandruffs in my hair!

5. habit - screaming whenever wherever i want to, without thinking about further condition. oh me..

6. dislike - losing self-control.

Ok so that's it, you now know a little more about me.

I've tagged the following people because I think their galleries are pretty damn good. (and they dont get bored about comments in my page =) )

hungryfox
neuroticart
redscrewdriver
aafonn
troglodytespacebird
cef
  • Listening to: m83's, the coral's.
  • Reading: wikipedia. haha.
  • Watching: tv destroys your thought!
  • Playing: my dizzy head.
  • Eating: white chocolate.
  • Drinking: mineral.
Atomic Roads, Nuclear Sunrise
They Left Me All Alone
Falling Stars Exploding on The Sea
God it's Beautiful
The Land and The Roses Slowly Disappear
Why I'm So Alone?
A Wounded Angel Is Smiling to Me
God It's So Beautiful
[m83-safe]

I feel safe and happy when Im in the train's edge, looking the nite's view from the door's window. then i hear some sad songs, feel the tragedies I passed, and Im feeling so much rite. =)
With all the lonely and the sorrow, I only see that life is beautiful from that circumstance i told. haha. superdupermega-trivial.
Holy unlord, its beautiful.....
  • Listening to: chasing dorothea-the anchor song
  • Reading: Erich Fromm's
  • Playing: text twist!
  • Drinking: black coffee
they were trapped inside the mall and they couldn't think of anything
and they could try to sort out with the big man in charge and he talked about some engine times
and how they had been ripped up off their very own town, the one they loved
but soon enough they thought about how they were just kids
how their parents would be mad if they didn't come back
it was some sort of holiday, the kind you dress up for and
sit around a table and wish you could throw your fork at your stepdad
and she said no one really matters to me and you're all I care about and
if we stick together like fingers on a fucking hand we could make it big time
in the city where my real dad's from
you could be a model or you could even write some songs you said
I sold some stuff to a couple of punks and I made enough to pay your debts
I made some cash on the side so we could get the fuck out you said
I'll make you realize that there are people out there
and they all somehow make it through life though they are uglier than you are
so baby let's not go home so you won't have to tell your folks
that you've been caught by some stupid cop with a girl from out of town
but by the time's the manager said it wasn't such a big deal
and the boy looked pretty cute indeed though she seemed a little weird
you chickened out and said he'd rather at least spend the night home
get some rest and pack his stuff she said goodbye
he said I will miss you in the fall in the winter and the spring
in the daytime at school or in the nighttime when I sing about you, baby
I don't know what country you're from but I'm sure glad it's lestat(?)
'cause it has to be neat if it's where you were born
if it's where you were born
if it's where you were born, baby
[Herman Dune]
So what, you think this is usual?
Strange moon, strange land, strange man.
Hold the hands of tiny horses,
Hold them, hold them kindly, man.
Low Red Moon,
How can you sleep like a baby,
Sleep like baby?
But you shine so different on another.
You shine different on another.
I look up, and I see
The raising of an old hope,
Brave and tattered.
A shining knight with shining eyes,
He shines around me brightly.
So now, I say this is beautiful.
I think you are strange.
Low red moon, how can you sleep like a baby,
Sleep like a baby?
But you shine so different on another.
You shine different on another.
Strange moon, strange land, strange...
You made me cry when I was young,
And I was young.
Now I've got strong arms,
Strong arms for a skinny girl,
And I say,
"He belongs to me.
He belongs to me.
He's a human bed of roses."

Low red moon [belly]
On a highway unpaved going my way
you're so alone today
like a ghost town I've found
there's no relief, no salt in the sea
is it true what they say
you can't behave
you gamble your soul away
measuring your dreams of this life seems
like the gristle of loneliness

don't let the sun catch you crying
don't let the sun catch you crying

Like an nice age nice days
on your way sipping the golden dregs
on a rip tide freaks ride
sleep inside a parasite's appetite
oh say can't you see the chemistry
the parasites, the cleanup fee
death leather hands recycled cans
get well cards to the hostage vans

don't let the sun catch you crying
don't let the sun catch you crying

You're a deadweight right straight
on your way sunk in the midnight shade
skies burn eyes turn
learning to counterfeit their disease
in this town where we roam
we bluff our souls on canteen patios
drink the greatest draft
the music drags  the music drags  the music drags...

don't let the sun catch you crying
don't let the sun catch you crying

. . .


[BECK-deadweight]
i intentionally wrote it out to be an illegible mess
you wanted me to write you letters, but i'd rather lose your address
and forget that we'd ever met and what did or did not occur.
sitting in the station, it's all a blur
of dancehall hips, pretentious quips.
a boxers, bob and weave.

and here's the kicker of this whole shebang
you're in debt and completely fooled, that you can look into the mirror and objectively rank your wounds.
sewing circles are not solely based in trades of cloth: there's spinsters all around here taking notes, reporting on us.

as information travels faster in the modern age, in the modern age
as our days are crawling by so slowly
information travels faster in the modern age, in the modern age
as our days are crawling by so slowly

information travels faster in the modern age, in the modern age
as our days are crawling by so slowly
information travels faster in the modern age, in the modern age
as our days are crawling by so slowly


love this song!!
cef..did u hear it??
cry in the verge of afternoon..hehe..
Nothing left to say
And all I've left to do
Is run away
From you
And she led me on, down
With secrets I can't keep

Close your eyes and sleep
Don't wait up for me
Hush now don't you speak
To me

Wrapped my hurt in you
And took my shelter in that pain
The opiate of blame
Is your broken heart, your heart

So now I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
I'll betray my tears
To anyone caught in our ruse of fools

One last kiss from me...yeah
One last kiss good night

Didn't want to lose you once again
Didn't want to be your friend
Fulfilled a promise made of tin
And crawled back to you

I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
I'll betray myself
To anyone, lost, anyone but you

So let the sadness come again
On that you can depend on me, yeah
Until the bitter, bitter end of the world, yeah
When god sleeps in bliss


smashing pumpkins - soma
i dont know what should i write
or what should i tell to anyone who read this
just bleed me!!